Friday

Whatever else

10:18 – Chapter One

This site is about distractions, and aside from gaming I often to turn to writing (among other things) for a different sort of escape. I’ve posted this elsewhere, but in the interest of garnering further opinion here’s the firstportion of a short story I’ve been working on. There are a few more bits after this one, I’ll post them if there’s any interest so let me know what you think.  It’s Friday, have a read.

1018 : Chapter One
The bus sits at the station, rumbling and shaking like a great angry beast that can’t be bothered attacking the pests that infest it. The pests are idle as well, shuffling thoughtlessly aboard and dumping their change into the collection bin then elbowing their way in to take a seat which was clearly designed for someone much smaller. The overweight driver stares straight ahead, hunched over the steering wheel with an expression of numb dismay on his face, acknowledging none of them. No one speaks, and no one makes eye contact. It’s cold, it’s gray, it’s abysmal and it’s like this every damned day.

It’s 5:10pm in the city, and going-the-hell-home time. Looking down from the windows of the bus  I see nothing but the bored, blank faces of people who are tired, dreary and not living in the moment. Not a single one of them, driver included are really on the bus. They’re day dreaming about home, or work or far away places. Some sit and stare, some listen to music, some read romance novels but none of them are actually on the bus. They’re all coping with life and reality as they’ve come to know it, by escaping it every single chance they get. Little do they realize.

I stand on the sidewalk as the snowflakes slowly fall, watching this mundane occurrence with what would look like peculiar interest if anyone were to actually notice. Scenes like this have caught my attention a lot since I found out. At first just for the sake of curiosity, later out of a sense of paranoia and now for pure self preservation. I really have little choice.

I catch his gaze just as the bus lurches to life and begins to slowly pull into traffic. An acknowledgment in a sea of disinterest. He’s sitting in the very back seat on the near side of the bus, and he’s staring directly at me. I look back fascinated and disbelieving as always, as if it were the first time I was seeing one and just now acknowledging the insane truth sitting in front of me. His head is slightly down as he looks at me out from under his brow. A young businessman at a glance, or maybe a salesman of some kind in a gray overcoat, a gray suit and red tie. His hair is close cropped and combed back tightly over his clean shaven face. On his lap is a briefcase, which he clutches in both arms like a mother might hold a child. He is an “average man” who looks no different than anyone else, but I know the truth. I know what he is. Our gaze locks as time moves in slow motion.

His eyes widen slightly as we share a moment of mutual, uneasy recognition. I can see the hatred building as he glares at me, as if he’s looking at a spot three feet behind my skull. Although this one has never met me before, this “average man” absolutely despises me and were the circumstances right he would see me dead here and now. I can feel his anger building as he looks through me. The malice, the hatred, the pure and complete sense of loathing. I infuriate him. He wants to see my guts ripped out and smeared across the sidewalk. He wants me to suffer and die horribly by his hand, right now. This moment. His rage and hatred are palpable, as he tries to maintain an air of nonchalance. I’m trying to not attract attention myself, but I’m sweating now despite the cold and starting to shake as I unwillingly maintain our stare down. Finally, the bus slowly pulls this “average man” out of sight into the dense, heavy traffic of the city. I can still see his face. I know, and he knows that I know. They all do, and they absolutely hate me for it.

It’s time to get moving.